What’s the point

What's the point of love

If it can all be lost in an instant

Whats the point of trust

If it can be broken in a sheer second

What's the point of believing you

If your obviously lying

There is no point

Even when I am trying my best

You break me down

And chew me up

In front of everyone I love

You publicly destroy me, our marriage, our kids

And basically everything else

When did it go wrong

You weren't always like this

I wasn't always like this

I should have known better

I should have left as soon as you started spending hours at the bar

But I was not strong

I could not take it

And now I am trapped with "our" kids and my misery

I could careless about the drinks or the mistresses

It is the fact that you not only destroyed your life

You had to go on and destroy mine