Where will I go now

It is to you I  usually  run to

...but now where you sit is empty.

I see the imprint  of where you used to be,

where you'd  be when you were relaxed, with me.

Yet, I  now only see impressions of you where you once were...

And the sickening  thought creeps into me-where will I  be without you next to me?

I hear your voice and all the  words you used to say

The words that wrapped around me tight, and squeezed away any doubts.

The words a fixed  to me like an ever burning blaze....

And now that flame has dissipated and what is left is a thickening smoke.

So as the smoke engulfs my very me, sadly I  must beg:

Go away from me!

You were once here for me to look to

But now you're gone and so my screams are unheard

my cries ignored.

But still I  implore:

Where will I be without you here?

And now I  know that everyday  will never be like yesterday.

The haunting gloom overtaking  me endeavors to destroy  my sanity.

I used to think of you and us and we

And now I  notice it's  only me

The me who used to exist before it was to you I  could turn

And now no matter how many turns and swirls I  take, I've  come to realize my fate

I'm  back to the place in which  I  once stood and...

I again have  nowhere to belong.