•st☆rg☆zing•
i’m not hungry
it’s too early to eat
the w o r l d s p i n s s l o w e r
at 1 a.m.
i don’t care how long
it takes you
i can wait
》f o r e v e r《
if i need to
...so...
i do
you will join me
a n y m o m e n t n o w
||i think i’m going too fast||
...so...
i slow down
// one bite
becomes two \\
: each : beat : of : my : heart :
bleedsintothenext
tick
tick
tick
where are you?
why aren't you back?
you are not bad enough
{{for hell}}
and heaven
does not deserve you
drip
drip
drip
the emptiness
((in my chest))
> leaks from my eyes <
and now there's water
_ in my cereal _
i'm not hungry
it's too early to eat
i leave my post
{ten steps to the sink}
tip the bowl
and watch it
s
w
i
r
l
down the drain
i cannot look
- at the stars -
it is not
》t h e s a m e《
when you are
among them
and not
with me