Goodbye

No matter how hard I try, no matter how hard I go the extra limit my heart gets stomped, crushed and thrown to the curb. Sitting in the cold no one to love me, feeling lonely, tears well up in my eyes I could barely see. Where did I go wrong? Am I not pretty enough? Am I not the person you thought I'd be? Or maybe it was just a fling. Someone you thought you could have in your life until you were confident to move on to another. Why can't it be that I'm special? That I don't get beaten. By words or by hands this I will never understand. I question all the time why me? Maybe this time as I close the door, I'll give you one more look and leave. My heart pounding in my chest, tears stream down my eyes, my lips whisper this to you, I say...Goodbye...