Look...

one thing I am tired of hearing is

“why are you failing your class?”

“trust me, i know what you are going through,

i went through it myself when I was your age.”

“you’re going to have to graduate one day,

that part of your education is inevitable.

wouldn’t you want to get it done as soon as possible?”

like, I get it.

im failing math because of my lack of taking action and seeking help

when I needed it the most.

im failing because I don’t get my homework in on time,

nor is it a direct reflection of my best work either.

yes, I know I should’ve studied more.

yes, I know that I should’ve done better.

i get it. I messed up,

and that is no one else’s fault but my own.

i know they are only trying to help

because they see my potential,

how capable I am when I set my mind to it.

i appreciate them for that,

that they care about my education,

about my future.

but i am so sick of hearing that.

”if you’re so sick and tired of hearing that,

why don’t you do something about it?”

i ask myself everyday.

i feel like i dont even get the right to complain about this,

seeing as how i wouldn’t be in this situation

if I had just done my work and studied in the first place.