Pseudo-Human
Because of you who start ringing whimsically,
leaving the days full of laughter,
I’m snarling on the ceiling that was far away,
unable to move onto the next chapter
People like taking a breath today,
and just watching the days that aren’t filled with joy
This is my life-
I can only watch, and cling onto the world I wanted to destroy
More than a deep cut from a sharp blade,
the hole in my heart I didn’t know about was painful
When I opened it up, there is no name in the dictionary
I don’t give a crap, the world isn’t beautiful
Did you know that without becoming a person in the form of a person,
I loved the world that I cursed at and resented?
I’m dreaming that this heart just pulsates
They call me a pseudo-human, the name they invented
More things I can’t tell anyone, proof of human heart
Hey, this is me, don’t you get it?
You don’t have to like me if you don’t want to
You remember me, don’t you? You can hate me if you think it's fit
I taunted the words ‘love’ and ‘the future’ somewhere, what annoying words
No matter how hard I try to sing, tears are welling up my eyes
I’m helplessly lonely, holding onto this day
I wish my heart can just stop beating and dies
I have a gentle dream that makes me frightened-
call me a human, please!
I leave the days that I wanted to laugh due to your ringing
I’m snarling on that ceiling that was far away, without ease
Please, I beg you to just step on me and treat me like trash!
I couldn’t become a person in a human body
I loved the world that I cursed and resented
I was just a failed copy, so shoddy
I couldn’t become a kind person
I loved my empty life
My heart, my heart, I wish you would just stop beating
The cruel world that was filled with strife