Old Friends New Enemies

I watched across the gate as you read the letter, your eyes scuried up and down the crinckled pages. Your friend was right behind you, reading too. She looked furious...

But she wasn't supposed to be there..she wasn't supposed to know what you'd soon learn.

You shoved the papers in your bag and went back to where I used to be hiding. But I was't there, my only friend left was.

She shouldn't have been yelled at by your friend. She had nothing to do with this.

When you did find me, you wouldn't let me go. I reached hard for my freedom. And so I fell in the mud, and as kids lauged at me, I held back hot tears. I got up and ran.

Because that's all I ever did...

Was it because I was scared? Or was it because I never wante to be here in the first place...

It was my fault I let her go. It was my fault I let all of them go...

These days I still wonder, if I stayed where I was before..what would've happened instead? Would things be different? Or would it all be the same?

Will I ever see you again? Will you hate me? Or will you cry that you missed me.

But if you do start to cry, please don't, because you'll make me fall deeper into that rabbit hole I climbed out of 3 years ago...

Surrounded by your lies.