Her, She, I and Me

The trapped me

I’m trapped in a body that has many versions of me

Their is She, Her, I and Me, plus 3

People never truly understand how the world is for me

There’s a Constant war for control over me

I am the strongest for now, you see

No matter how hard I fight

She won’t let me be

Yet, her vision is not stronger than me

I don’t trust who she’s going to be

Unsure if I’m still me

When I look in the mirror, it’s her reflection I see

When she takes over I drown in misery

Yet, when I return I’m unsure if it’s truly me

I could just be an illusion, they like to play games with me

Until I start to feel what she’s done to me

I can’t allow her to take control over me

I can feel what she truly wants to be

Can my friends tell when it’s not really me

Can my coworkers see when there’s something wrong with me

Can my husband feel the difference when he kisses me

Or is her behaviors and jesters just like me

Do my kids know I see and love them with every ounce of me

And that I’m sorry because they could be just like me

How can anyone tell if it’s truly me

When I’m not sure who I really see

Or am I already just the me everybody needs me to be

Most have never seen the real me

So they don’t know if it’s she, her, I or me that they see

I created her to protect me

from all who tried to destroy me, including me

She refuses to stay in the dark

I tried restraining her but she always gets free

If I don’t let her take over

she’s promised to make me destroy me

No, no, no, Stop, stop

This can’t be

Now that I’m free let’s see

Can you tell which one is me