Now I don't know all of the details.

All I know is that you're gone.

That for whatever the reasons were

You didn't feel like you could go on.

And I know I shouldn't speculate

It should be none of my concern.

But what the hell were you thinking

In that motel room, all alone.

Of course I couldn't have you,

I could never be yours again.

But I wanted so bad to see you happy,

Not for your life to come to an end.

In my dreams I had high hopes,

You and Val, you'd thrive.

Why the fuck did you leave her alone

She needed you by her side.

How did you do it, how did they find you how long had it been?

When you opened that door, were you planning

Did you already know it was the end?

I thought I missed you like crazy,

I didn't realize it could be worse.

Never thought that I'd blame me

Or that you'd choose yourself to leave this earth.

As much as I hate that you're gone

I pray that you find peace

And that your little warrior

Will somehow be at ease.