Abuser

You can slit my wrists

You can fuck me like a dog

I cannot resist

I'm calling out to God

Beat me with your belt

You know I love the pain

Everything you've felt

You know that we're the same

I can dye my hair

And I can change the way I talk

This life, it isn't fair

There's anger in my walk

I'm addicted to destruction

I'm obsessed with being yours

I'll make a big production

I'll open all my doors

You can slap my ass

You can rape me in my sleep

I'm two letters short of "class"

And my price is very steep

Prepared for desecration

A ritual of guilt

This tasty fornication

My flower starts to wilt

You can kiss to suffocate

You can pierce me with your blade

You're continuing to penetrate

I'm the monster you have made

Don't forget to bite me

I'm yours to do as you well please 

You'll hold off just to spite me

And then I'll beg you, on my knees

I can dress in layers

I can fool you with a lie

This life, it isn't fair

You are born & then you die

I'm addicted to self-medicating

I'm obsessed with playing dumb

And in turn, with all this copulating

I'm merely left with feeling numb

Bloody, bruised, & broken

I'm half of who I was

Another female token

Another lost cause

Tear me open with your bare hands

Chew me up & spit me out

Suck me down into your quicksand

Fuck my mind with selfish doubt

Beat me with your belt

You know I love the pain

Everything you've felt

You know that we're the same