A meeting with Self

Hello? Is anybody there?

Yes, I'm the one you've been looking for. Now let me ask you something, do you know who I am or this one would be better I guess; do you recognise me at all?

No, I don't so how about introductions hmm, sounds fair cause you really are getting on my nerves, so my advice to you would be; just be quick about it and get the hell away from here!

Why? Are you scared of what you might here from me?

Why on earth would I be scared of a moreon like you? Tell me!?

Because I am you. Or if i'm being precise here, I'm the ugly version of you, something of your own making and now you expect me to vanish into thin air? Not that simple dear

Can anyone take this clown away from here? Anyone up for the job? Anyone!!!!????

They won't be able to hear you?

Why are you a magician? Did you put them under some kind of spell in order for them to lose their senses?

You don't possess such a quality so how can I?

All right then, Prove it, prove it to me that 'you' are 'me' or some kind of version of me.

Now you're getting it right I'm one version of you, there might be others as well but I think what really matters is that how really came into existence but I warn you that this might be a little difficult for you

How about you enlighten me

It'll be like taking a walk but not in park but somewhere dark

ooohhh I'm scared and where exactly will I be taking this walk

In your worst nightmares except the fact that you'll be awake and you'll be reliving your worst memories, it will be as if you're there right now and trust me you don't want to go there.

All right enough of this nonsense just tell how to get rid you

It's quite simple actually; start visiting all your worst memories but once you start you can't stop or you'll remain trapped in your own mind for eternity

Ok, tell me one thing what part of me or what part of my consience made you?

Your fear, doubts, traumas, this all must be sounding familiar but what about the lies or what you hid from the rest of the world? It haunts you, doesn't it? Till this day it haunts you right? You thought you'll get rid of all that? But no, your efforts to suppress everything has made matters worse.

Then tell me what am I suppose to do? There has to be a way to get rid of all this, this mess I made.

My friend you created an entire mountain out of messes such as that one, maybe a few of those were far worse.

What am I suppose to do?

'Find me' and with that my reflection, wait I don't know what it was but it vanished, and till this day I'm searching for it, I know I might sound crazy but believe me they are the only ones that could tell me where to look and how to fix all this mess

I see.