Mind state

As you read the title you think why didn’t I say it was the state of mind. But I’m different so my mind state is opposite from the man who stands next to me. Mine is full of dreams and ambitions that I haven’t fulfilled yet. Mountains that I haven’t climbed yet. Peace that I haven’t made yet with the things that have hurt me in the past. Love that I haven’t thought about giving yet. Desires that I have dived into yet. Lust that I haven’t experienced yet. The list is endless. But the mind state of me conflicts with the world so I’m trapped wings of the mind clipped and cut short hindering me to fly . Like that pitbull chained to the pole in the back yard I’m on a short leash you can only hear my bark if you are near by. as I go through this world people only see my good works if they are close by. But once I break free I’m attacking with a vengeance. Like a woman on the first day of her cycle. Heavy flowing hard, to stop I won’t be contained.