dear
To the past of me...
I know you have endured alot. Felt more pain than any one you're age. Forced to accepted the ultimate betrayal by the one you loved and gave your all too. I know that the dreams of the perfect relationship with your parents had slipped away by force and you realised that what you had was only a dream. I know that you have made many mistakes, but who hasn't? After all mistakes is what shapes your being. I know that you tend to look for the good in everyone even when the bad outweighs the good... you believe in second chances, which is one ot the main reasons for the pain that constantly comes your way. But dont change that for anyone.
To the furture of me....
I know life has been tough, ad thought you many lessons. But never close yourself off from the oppurtunity to love. Be strong in all you do, remember that everything happens with reason. Never stop living, and never forget where you come from, who helped you and who sticked with you....