Letter to my Loved One

I'm sorry that you were struggling for so long, and nobody seemed to notice. Or maybe you felt that nobody cared. I'm sorry if I didn't show you enough how much I loved you or how much I cared for you, and if you did know then I'm sorry that my love wasn't enough. I so deeply wish that I could go back in time and take all your pain away. Even if that meant making it my own. People often dwell on "the selfishness" of suicide and how they took "the easy way out". I don't see it that way. I thank you for fighting for as long as you did. I thank God every day that I was blessed to have someone as amazing as you in my life. My heart breaks to think of all the many more memories we could have made. I hope and pray that you're at true peace. That you have found at least a token of happiness. You deserve that and so much more. I will never stop missing you. I will love you forever and a day. Goodbye.