i don’t hate you

i don’t miss you, don’t get me wrong

but i don’t know what to write about

if you’re not the reason behind the song

all i wanted to do was move on

and let the storm clouds clear out

but i’m scared approaching this new dawn

and i don’t know what to do if you’re really gone

before i got better, i thought i’d curse your name forever

i thought i’d cry every night for the rest of my life

thought i’d scream in the rain because of all the pain

but i don’t know who i am; this was never part of the plan

i always counted on getting over it, but i guess i never let myself admit

that i don’t know what to do if i don’t hate you

i don’t know what to do if i don’t hate you