Did we move on?

I wonder everyday.

If we did I don’t see it

It’s been five years

We still pass each other

We just can’t face our fears

I wonder if I’ve moved on

I have talked with others,

But when I close my eyes

I don’t see them.

I see you.

I see the sky,

The stars,

The night,

Dancing dizzily overhead

I hear your laugh

And mine too

The way you’d stare at me

And I’d stare at you.

The memories of us whisper in my ear

So soft yet loud they’re impossible

Not to hear.

Then I open my eyes

You're not here.

It’s not night but day,

The day is suddenly dark with my thoughts of you

I try to push them away.

I haven’t moved on…

I don’t know how

Have you moved on?