Anxiety

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I'm THIS close to an anxiety attack.

I don’t know why.

I want to cry,

But I can’t.

The tears won't come.

My heart is pounding

And my chest is heavy.

I feel like I’m dying.

I can't stop shaking.

I feel like I'm vibrating.

My lunch is bubbling in my stomach

As bowling balls roll about,

Threatening to set off a land mine.

I'm THIS close to an anxiety attack.

I don’t know why.

I want to cry,

But I can’t.

The tears won't come.

My skin is burning,

I'm sweating bullets.

I'm uncomfy in my clothing

And feel immigrated to my skin.

I can't hear my thoughs,

The screams are too loud.

My mouth is desert dry,

even water won't help.

I'm THIS close to an anxiety attack.

I don’t know why.

I want to cry,

But I can’t.

The tears won't come.

Please just kill me.

End it all.

My anxiety is heavy,

And I feel SO SMALL.

Please.

I'm THIS close to an anxiety attack.

I don’t know why.

I want to cry,

But I can’t.

The tears won't come.