Maybe

Well

you see

in my mind

I guess it goes a little something

like this.

I just love

wholeheartedly

fully

and I may doubt myself

but I never doubt you.

I’ll always forgive you

I’ll be the one to give in

because I love you

because

it’s you.

But I can’t keep doing this

as hypocritical as I might be

if you keep showing me

you don’t care

and that I’m not worth the risk.

Because I can keep giving

and I can keep hurting

but at some point

I think I might lose myself

and it was hard to realize that.

I can put you first

I always do

but

I don’t ask for much

really.

All I ask

is for your genuity

tell me I’m important to you

show me I’m worth it

love me like no one else.

Hm

maybe that is a lot

maybe I expected too much

in that case

I’m sorry.

I guess I’ve wasted

both your time and mine.

I loved you

maybe you loved me

but I’ll never know.