Unthinkable

Innocent, pure, beautiful... The object of my obsession. An infernal presence dwells within me. Vexxed by the urge and it's source, I am overcome with insidious virility. The urge comes in excruciating, relentless waves... Verging on satiation. I fear it though it has elevated me to an alien world beyond good and evil. It tells me I am superior. I am convinced by a genius emotional intellect that I have transcended petty human affairs. Hypersensitive and empathic, bordering on psychic, yet cold and calculative, intuitive logic pierces the matter at hand, showing me I have what it takes to impose self-exile, because that's what I will need to do if I am going to unhinge my mind and release this titanic beast. I will marry this pursuit. A sacrificial ritual of human consumption, to take on the emotional fuel required for me to attain immortality.

She's out there somewhere... Waiting for me.