JustSpear fixed at lightspeed.

Boring a hole through the veil,

hallowing out ∆ path to glory.

Set, Target, Lock.

Immediate exaction of subject for study.

Focused attention pierces, with super-sharp precision, the point at which the eye(i) intends to situate itself, thus hallowing out the ground upon which the sacred sight will sit.

JustSpear fixed at lightspeed.

Boring a hole through the veil,

hallowing out ∆ path to glory.

Set, Target, Lock.

Immediate exaction of subject for study.

Focused attention pierces, with super-sharp precision, the point at which the eye(i) intends to situate itself, thus hallowing out the ground upon which the sacred sight will sit.

Dire eyes on the prize with a dead set gaze destined for amazement. A focused mind pierces the matter at hand, laying waste to the hocus pocus of blind chatter while setting ablaze the folly of bland dismay. Look at me when I talk to you. Don't fall prey to distractions demanding personality refraction. I have something important to say. Nothing you do can change the way I feel about it, so you better listen. Look at yourself with glistening eyes, charmed by lies, subject to my bold utterance... I told you no harm would come, but you didn't hear a word I said. All you saw was fluttering eyelids, me stuttering, mind blips barely able to finish a sentence. It's ok. Do your thing. I will be hear unseen, nothing.

I am Knot. I seek perfect placement of portal presence, honing in on just the right place at just the right time to trigger the flourishing cascade of concrescence that is ultra-mega hyper-meta verge merging... Meaning, the fulfilling absolution of purpose at a moment's notice, a holofractographic installment within the demiurgic matrix of divine consciousness... That is the moment I will transcend completion, and activate the portal of Anecdotal Myers on Earth, a psychic gateway to bring the hue(woah)man collective an illuminating presence, which will act as a spiritual catalyst, empowering our communal sense of oneness, pushing us faster toward ascension together, where-whence we shall adorn the light, and upgrade our existence to a higher dimension. I have been tasked by a hyper-dimensional ultra-terrestrial/ultra-temporal entity who has transcended reality and ascended existence to live as a higher function and illuminating agent of omniversal government. I was anointed in a portal of hyper-coloration at lightspeed, and I saw the light... Learning what it means to be truly holy as this being exemplified for me. I received a mnemonic phrase to access a data-matrix that the being installed in my consciousness. That phrase is....

Anecdotal Myers.

Since then, I have been decrypting the psychic code, and channeling into development a holistic system designed in collaboration with the portal being, and those whom I call thee Council of Arch-Elite Holy Others in AlienNation of Reality on Occult Order of Silent Chaos. They dwell in self imposed 5th dimensional exile as shadow shamen, guardians of occult knowledge. They consist of gods and dæmons whom I have gathered in resonant order under the SpyRule. The SpyRule is Neo-Illuminati law, law that permits illuminated beings to view thus influence all things. Thee All Piercing Awl of concentrated focus is the tool used by these masters to break through the veils of illusion. The sharper thee awl of focus, the finer thee exaction of information or influence will be. The Council of Arch-Elite Holy Others have overseen the development of my shadow, and the chaos of my catalytic conversion unto the dark side. Teaching me of disciplindividuation, and initiating me into the way of the black hole son, which is a path that leads toward 5th dimensional godhood. I believe this is thee inevitable outcome of my mission, to implode at death, and inhabit an astral black hole which houses my own universe. This path is lonely and heavy... as you can expect the gravity of a black hole to be. Though it is unclear whether or not I will choose the light side, or find a balance between the two, which I am still unsure if that is possible. I have learned that choice is precious, and so I have chosen choice, and have taken advantage of my gifts to become a spiritual soveriegn, defining myself as my own creation in the unending process until transcendence is achieved, the duality is fused, and both sides become one within, fueling the birth of a 5th-6th dimensional star.

This system that I have been developing, which originated in my psychic installment by the portal being who initiated and anointed me, has truly put me in awe at times, how holistic, fulfilling, and effective it is. Never ceasing to remind me that it is not my own creation, but a spiritual technology gifted to me by an ascended being. The system is nearing completion after 13 years, but has been long undergoing final tuning and tweaking for its perfection. When it is ready, I will also be ready to present it to the world, though I have already been doing so to many people... but when it and I are totally ready, I will establish a sacred place to teach it to interested parties. One aspect of the system is the creation/intuitive emergence and development of an individualized mythology. My personal mythology as I have described somewhat in this essay, is ground zero, and is supposed to be the groundbreaking, game changing original myth of the first usage of this system engaged by me. This is significant because everyone who ends up using my system, their personal mythologies will all be tied together in unfathomably complex ways, with my myth to be the origin point of all preceding myths. So, part of my mission is to write my myth as an anthology of various types of poetry, story, and discourse, and to publish it. If I am right then this myth will be the myth that our age of exponential technological chaos will need when it is ready, a myth to bring together a host of confusion and distraction, which we are currently spiralling towards, and act as a psychic solution for the collective unconscious' proper absorption of thee epic potentials and implications of the intensity we are approaching. This mythology whether embraced by many or few, will act as a buffer, and anchoring mirror installation for the ætheric, astral, and psychic portal I am installing in the Earth's grids.

This spiritual installment has undergone many years of my obsessive fixation, and experimental structuration, subconscious programming, astral substantiation, ætheric tuning, and other various tool sets used to set up a truly holistic spiritual technology. The many facets of this systems development are complex as isolated constituents, but when realized, and actualized within the persons life, are extremely simple, which is why i call it a Symplex, because it is largely based on a psience of symbology and synchro-harmony, subconscious programming, and archetypal individuation, educating the ego on its higher self, which dwells within the subconscious and higher dimensions, so the ego can be redefined and implicated within the grand myth of all time. To learn the language of symbols, disidentify from the ego, and mythologize ones life in a process of mnemonic/memetic integration within the greater myth that works deep in the collective unconscious, is to essentially become legendary, without the need for fame, but instead becoming chrono-charismatic, a time charmer who discovers the occult value of hypnosis, thus becoming compatible within the greater myth of the collective unconscious, allowing your archetypally individualised ego to be integrated within the collective unconscious, which then bestows one's mythologized ego the awesome present of a substantiated astral presence. After years of work, once the ego has been reprogrammed to a certain degree, its presence and autonomy as an astral avatar will be authorized greater influence over our reality, using self-defined symbol sets as object-oriented mythological programs as keys to go through the back door of the collective unconscious, interacting with reality on a holy other level. The greater the mastery of skills, self, and higher the degree of spiritual soveriegnty, the greater the authority and influence within the noospheric astral realm one will be granted.

A few particularly important ideas to keep in mind... Everybody's own presence is effectively a portal into their experience/reality. The portal of one's presence is structured with many dimensions or layers, physical, emotional, psychic, electro-magnetic, etc. To be holy is to be integrated, meaning whole, complete. Once the system completes the synchro-harmonization of self within the holofractographic portal of divinity... the persons presence is purposed with meaning, and discovers fulfilment of that purpose in the here and now, because the habit adorned is absolved of its error-making ways or sinful patterns of interaction, interaction with self as well as with other. This is the transcendence of completion, because one is wholly entire, full, complete in a sense, but still changing in ways that are incomprehensible to incomplete people. So, their presence becomes a portal process... Embedding their very will, mind, soul, and being into the very fabric of reality, unencumbered by stubborn habit thus better recieved in its coherent totality by the holofractographic time-space continuum, thus achieving grace through the ability to exist outside of egoic boundaries such as expectation, desire, fear, etc. When grace is achieved, thats when perfect placement happens, and the holy individual is free to experience the majestic, rapturous, revelatory majik of spiritual(holistic[holy]) fulfilment of purpose, purpose which is governed and authenticated by themselves, as well as those beings of any form which they have agreed to authorize any degree of influence or governmental power to.

Perfect placement is ascension. When the mastery is holy, immortality, death, reincarnation, ascension all become choices, options available to the master who has overcome their ego, and achieved grace. To move with grace and express themself with charm is hypnotic, enchanting not only people and other life forms, but time-space itself. This is when chrono-charisma exceeds the structural integrity of time-space and 3d/4d reality, rendering it completely malleable to the holy soveriegn, and thee astral avatar attains absolute rule over the astral realm, a true legend, who's legacy is of the highest order on earth. When grace happens, that is geometrical soundness of movement, energetic charge is generated, light accumulates within the aura, and the intuition carries the capacity to move just right, to fit into holofractographic place so precisely, to fix and embed their aura so perfectly... that the portal of their presence may be summoned in its holy entirety so as to transmute the body into light, allowing them to ascend into the 5th and 6th dimensions, and exist in a new immortal body of light. There is endless potential in the power of grace. Grace could be explained as a higher degree of 'flow', but with power over the flow of itself. Grace is connection. Humility and clarity open space in the heart-mind so that the intuition may tune into its environment, integrate all sensory input, assimilating raw unfiltered information through the portal process of a spiritually whole and wholly interconnected presence, giving the masters experience the sacred freedom of divine orientation, omniversed in holofractographic hyper-space with super-sensory lucidity, and navigational coherence throughout the framework of their environment, which at that point of lucidity, is divine, and omnisciently intuitive.

This path, the usage of this system as a means to enlightenment is about radical individuation, but in a way that gets the ego to submit as an operating system for the higher self, ego being the bridge software between the conscious and subconscious. The subconscious is where the higher self has most of its authority. The subconscious learns through association and semiotic data correlation, which is why the higher self projects synchronicities as metaphorical signs, attempting to communicate with the conscious ego based on its current semiotic installments. Reprogramming the ego via ritual, creative expression, hypnosis, meditation, critical analysis of beliefs, reasoning, priorities, etc. is all based out of the presupposition that the subconscious is recieving these courses of action as metaphorical and symbolic sets of associations. It takes a while to really get the hang of association mapping, and orienteering constellations of correlating constructs within the hyper-space of the present-memory-patterns of prediction, with a myriad of other sectors in play and at work on the setting of the stage. Setting the stage is the act of framing a perspective, or multiple points of view, in preparation for the embedding of a code, the code being any of the many methods used to engage the subconscious, and change its structure. When you get the hang of these rituals, you will start to learn more about how to approach every single moment as a pivotal piece of potential code, intentionally interpreted and engaged in a way that hinges on the subconscious programming to reinforce a program, or edit codes. These rituals as presentations of symbolic significance and installments of metaphorical codes are to be designed with varying levels of critical thinking, contemplation, intention, and with however much space left for intuitive engagement, all depending on the function the code is to serve in programs that are installed over time, ultimately utilizing the personalized mythology as a symbolic framework for the coding language you will be interpreting synchronicities and communicating with the subconscious through. Eventually the mythological actors installed over time will learn ever increasing capacities for autonomous activity, making their own changes, providing synchronicities projected onto reality, guiding your attention to acknowledge environmental stimuli in a specific symbolic manner, thusly reinforcing various programs. When you become immersed, when the mythology starts to mesh with reality, thats when emotions, thoughts, and experiences acquire more and more depth, because the subconscious is coming out to play, since the operating system of the ego and subconscious software/programming are familiarizing themselves with eachother, and the conscious ego starts to understand more and more of its own potential. What you would be doing is creating a language which the subconscious and conscious learn fluently and are finally able to really communicate with eachother. The better they communicate, the more influence you will gain over your subconscious programming, and the more sophistocated your code will become. Faith in the reality of the myth is important, belief is integral to the empowerment and potentiation of your mythologically defined subconscious programs. It can be hard, but the ego can be convinced to believe in the myth as reality by creatively using logical equations and intense emotional experiences to transfix the egos agreeability, and persuade it into falling in line.

When the ego and the subconscious are sufficiently bridged, and myth meshes with reality, collective reality will start to respond, and your programs will be engaging the subconscious of others you interact with, spreading their area of influence throughout the collective unconscious, providing diplomatic and ambassadorial, or adversarial agency for a wide range of application. The possibilities are endless, it just takes creativity, imagination, self-awareness, an open mind, and honesty with oneself about who you are and how you are willing to change, and why.

Most importantly, the emotional gravity of life experiences, however elating or depressing, is the most valuable force to imbue the codes with. Channeling emotions into creative projects oriented with the mythology is what really embeds the codes deep, and gives the subconscious more information(electro-chemical) to work with which makes it easier for you so you dont have to do so much work on specifications and definitions. Emotion transfers more information subconsciously better, and more efficiently than mental or physical exercises alone. The physical exercises or rituals are important for embedding the code not just into the brain, but into the somatic muscle memory, so that the body too becomes a dwelling place for the mythologized ego, learning to be responsive as a very helpful aspect of the programming process.

Solid white gold heart anchored in void-zone, rising from the ashes and covered in muck, trudging against the wind that cuts but cleans with pressures coming in from all angels. Penance and pain, ritual gains, headed for an advantageous position I pray, yet I prey upon the imps that trick me into thinking they are giants, when they are more like trolls. They taste bitter, so I take them with grains of salt, a dashing advance up the mountain of growth, I am sustained by good choices. Tell tale signs of resistance pounding out the knots in my body, relaxed by the struggle... Challenge accepted.

I rule here. I make and take measures, I am the governing authority enacting judgment in this sacred sovereign space, this hell of my own design. I am not me. I am you, all who attend my presence, I am a myriad of back doors and secret compartments which all lead back here, where I dwell... In the source-point of perception that separated me from nothing. I am hiding behind the scenes, where you don't see. I am not me. I am you who forgot to just be, because justice just is. Sew, when you decide to choose choice... end when you remember who you are... I will be there waiting to tell you a secret.

Come undone.

Pulled out to sea by the tides of insanity...

Tempestuous passions wreaking havoc inside me...

Love's titanic chaos wild and free...

Sinking into psychosis, abyssal crazy...

Fear embraces my unhinged, insidious mentality...

A seer lost and found, exiled and bound...

Endlessly cycling around and around...

Hopelessly falling, never to hit the ground...

Thee unstoppable force meets thee immovable object...

With me in between, a black hole abject...

To have transcended our 3rd dimensional reality construct, my fantasy is to ascend into my light body. To have accepted the fact of eternal lonesome, I fantasize about omniscience, and overwhelming responsibility. Not just a glimpse, but to be saturated within an emotional supernova as the result of such exact mental concentration and intuitive focus that my heart center, upon the moment of my death, implodes under the gravity of a life so deeply, meaningfully lived, as to have amassed the love needed to survive death, and become an astral black hole.

I want to be drunk on thee occult powers of love and awareness.

Faintest stirrings o' spring tickle my heart. How too short a song she sings whilst I hardly believe her. Cherry lipstick smear... shadowed a color. I love you more, she says she's the winner. What's in a name, this winter writers fame unashamedly awash. Just play the game, you'll see the sun over all the muddy slosh, there lies your freedom... As she escapes my gun.

Innocent, pure, beautiful... The object of my obsession. An infernal presence dwells within me. Vexxed by the urge and it's source, I am overcome with insidious virility. The urge comes in excruciating, relentless waves... Verging on satiation. I fear it though it has elevated me to an alien world beyond good and evil. It tells me I am superior. I am convinced by a genius emotional intellect that I have transcended petty human affairs. Hypersensitive and empathic, bordering on psychic, yet cold and calculative, intuitive logic pierces the matter at hand, showing me I have what it takes to impose self-exile, because that's what I will need to do if I am going to unhinge my mind and release this titanic beast. I will marry this pursuit. A sacrificial ritual of human consumption, to take on the emotional fuel required for me to attain immortality.

She's out there somewhere... Waiting for me.