Lost to Him

He stands in the middle of a storm

And doesn’t feel the wind

He doesn’t take me seriously

He thinks it will pass

He thinks he can wait it out

That I will die down into submission

That I will be gentle and forgiving again

That things can be the same

He thinks this is a phase, a mood, a bad day

That I will let myself down like before

That I will settle for less as I always have

That I will cave into his arms

He thinks I will forget myself

That I will keep being his

And we will keep being this

That nothing has changed

But everything has changed

I am lost to him because doesn’t see

He doesn’t see that this is real

That I am gone.

He can’t, he won’t

I am lost to him