ordinary

this is ok

it's mid

there is nothing but "mid"ness

he likes hockey and tea and anime and this other girl named laura

that is factual

he laughs like the sun and walks like poetry and exists as if petrichor is exhaling and hiccuped a little, rolled the leftover rings from saturn into a person and dashed on a coat of lines for him

but that

that is not factual

that is how i perceived him

how my energy and my love and my high or serotonin made him seem

he is

yes, he is that person,

but he is also

just

ordinary

and there is beauty in that

there's specialness in being ordinary

there's something incredibly poetic about finding such overwhelming beauty in the mundane

and i'm not trying to say he's not special

or wonderful

or just. everything,

he is

but he's also ordinary

he's average

mediocre

so am i

and i really don't mind

this is not meant as an insult

it's simply to say

he's ordinary

and himself

and that's ok