More hidden, less lost

I want to run away,

I want to hide,

I want to sleep all through the day,

Not forever, just until these feelings subside,

I need to scream,

I need to cry,

I need to gain some control in this scheme,

Not trapped in the darkness, not confused no matter how hard I try,

Take me in the direction the wind is blowing,

Take me to where the sky meets the ocean,

Take me to where the river stops flowing,

Keep me away from all this commotion,

I feel like the world is too big,

I feel like I'm too small,

I feel the pressure snapping me like a twig,

Help me feel nothing at all,

More hidden, less lost,

More hidden, in your embrace,

More hidden, at any cost,

What I would give to see your face,

But you're out of reach, in another dimension,

But you're far away, your name etched in stone,

But you're six feet under and I'm looking for redemption,

Because now I know how it feels to be so lost an alone,

When I'm lost run out into the meadows where you and I used to play,

When I'm lost I pretend you're not gone, we're playing hide and seek,

When I'm lost I sit at your gravestone, whishing you could light the way,

Less lost, more hidden, that's how I feel when I'm with you.

More hidden, less lost, now I'll join the ghost of you.