She with the Haunting past.

She was just a young girl when the abuse started. The memories continue to haunt her dream worlds. The most haunting and bone chilling of these nightmares came about 3 weeks ago. The nightmare was yet another memory, but seemed super extra and had added some horror movie ideas thanks to her awake anxiety lately. When the nightmare started she was back to a young child...

"Mommy, please to leave me." She cried and begged as her mother left for an appointment. "Sweetie, you'll be fine, you get to hang out with dad today. Don't you enjoy hanging out with dad?" The girl's mother was exhausted due to being 8.5 months pregnant with the girl's little sister.

Mom left the girl in silent tears, she was blind to the things going on in her absence. Her father was downstairs last she checked, so she did the only thing she thought was safe and bolted to her room and proceeded to shut and block the door. Little did this poor child know that her father had been drinking and in one of his 'moods'. As his footsteps got closer, his voice and the anger and lust mixed into it was getting louder. This girl was only 6yrs old. He went to wiggle the handle, but was unable to get the door open easily. This enraged him more than he already was, but sadly the girl's barricade was no match for his extra rage and he blew right into it slamming the door open as this girl screamed in fear and pain. A piece of her now shattered wooden toybox flew into her arm like an oversize splinter sticking from her shoulder. Father didn't seem to give two flying flips as he continued towards her. There was an odd flame in his eyes, one that not even her mother had seen, and the wicked smile he wore was no better. Once he was close enough to grab her and as he did he made sure to use that giant splinter to his advantage against her. He started ripping her clothes off of her as she begged him to stop. "Well you little bitch, I'd be gentler like I usually am, but you chose to piss me off..." he spat at her. The thing is that even as a 6yr old she knew this wasn't something that her father was supposed to be doing. The issue is that every time she tried to tell someone no one believed her because it seemed too made up and/or because it was way too out of character for him. Her mother never believed her because she thought maybe he was just watching inappropriate movies around her, so when mom went to talk to dad she told him to stop watching inappropriate movies around the child. This alone enraged the girls father because this informed him that she had tried telling after he's made more than enough threats to her about saying a word. Which brings us back to this scene. The night he decided to be rougher with this girl than 'usual' because he was angry. It was so bad that she was barely clinging to life when he was finished with her. Obviously, he didn't take her to a hospital, instead he decided to clean her up himself and sadly for the girl, but lucky for this monster, the easy to see marks that were left after clean up looked more or less like she had gotten hurt by falling from a high place or running into something, so he made sure he got his story straight before mom got home. As the girl had awoken from her close call with death she realized that she was no longer laying in that bed with the physical pain she had recently been put through like she always did and instead was standing over the bed crying for her own daughter. For some reason this nightmare put her daughter in her place. The same man, same house and bed, same scars, but instead of this girl it was her daughter laying in the bed. Her husband was out talking with police while her father and step monster evilly grinned at her from their front yard through the bedroom window. As the girl turned around back to her daughter realization hit, her daughter was not only sexually assaulted by her grandfather, but maliciously killed by the step monster... She broke so bad. There was nothing she could do. Her daughter had been missing for a while and when she was finally found she had her innocence viciously taken as well as her life. And there was nothing she could've done. She cried and screamed until she fell silent seconds from being awoken to the real world by her husband holding her as her tears stained his pillow. Once the panic settled he asked her if she wanted to talk about it, but she declined.. Within seconds panic resurfaced as she jolted out of bed and flew to their 3yr old daughters room and to her bedside. She NEEDED to see that her baby was safe and sound at home, even if doing so ended up waking the toddler.

The saddest part about all of this is that for this girl the sexual assault and abuse to her from this horrible nightmare was some ish that she had to live through. I mean luckily for this girl the physical abuse of it wasn't as extreme and she didn't actually have a close call with death, but she was sexually abused and hit and no one believed her until she had turned 8yr old. And the sexual assault alone had been happening since as far back as she could remember around the time she was 4yrs old at the earliest, maybe even before that. There was also instances after that, one of which being the day before her 8th birthday and only six months before anyone was able to actually hear her and save her. That little girl is the same person writing this Nightmare, the same person who had survived through her father sexually abusing her, amongst other things. No I do NOT allow that monster and his wife anywhere near my child and I make sure I know where she is and who she's with my top priority without allowing myself to become a helicopter parent like my narcissist mother did throughout my teenage year. I mean my daughter is only 3yrs old, so the only reason I would need to worry about her getting into any trouble is if the people she's with tend to get into trouble, which I have this thing where if I don't get good vibes and don't feel any form of trust worth valuing then you don't get time with my child with out me and/or my husband around.