I...

I don't want to be lonely

I don't want to have this heartache at night

Not while I'm surrounded by people who care

Or when I have people in arms reach

To tell me I'm not alone

I don't know where it comes from

I can't shake it

It's so present

Like a wound that's hidden underneath my Tshirt

A tattoo disguised by business casual

I don't wanna be here

But it makes no sense to leave

So why do I feel lonely?

Why do I ache. And where do I fit it?

I don't want it. The more I hide it the worse it becomes

How much longer will I say I'm better before I break

How many nights will I lay awake tired before I realize it's not just me

It's you

My loneliness

How I want to help

But I feel useless

I don't have a soul to give you

Someone to comfort you at night

Just me bud

I'm sorry, I'm tryingI'm sorry, I'm trying