The Reality Of Pain

Unrelenting pain

physical

psychological

coursing through my being

merciless

nonstop

overpowering

tearing me into pieces

Years of ill decisions

combined with

the determinism

of youthful idiocy

leading to

willful

physical

self destruction

The psychological pain

is a result of

the complete violation of

the age of consent

and the rape of innocence

creating a fractured being

and a lifelong pursuit

of slow capitulation