Self-sabotage

I believe that one of the hardest things is overestimating your place in someone else’s life.

At times, I feel a comfort level that allows me to open up to someone, only to find the feeling is not reciprocated. It makes things really awkward, really fast. For me, more often than not, things are never quite the same after my faux pas. I often regret being vulnerable, yet it continues to happen. It makes me want to give up and fully commit to a hermit lifestyle.

In short, one of the hardest things in my life is… me. I routinely make things more difficult than they should be.