Sunshine Stare Down(cliff notes apathy version)

judgement scorns me

death ray stare

wonder what

i am doing here

music

pain

become synonymous

the same

try to steer my mind

out of my sight

push against

the waste

as my day

turns into night

it's all I can

think about

as the cliff

gulps down

my mind

my might

don't diss my facade of bliss

you ignorant masses

my joy wears armor

deflects you with candor

no thrill in her

laugh track

risk in exposure

another day cuts away

no thrills to be found

no happily ever after

her smile

always

one step away

from disaster