Suspended

Suspended

There’s something about being high in the cold night air that just blends together. All I could do was smile as she was pulling my arm to follow her. I had no idea where the fuck we were, but I loved every moment I was spending with her. She was just what I needed with this high, she kept it going. She stopped and turned to me to hold me tightly in her arms.

"Just before anything..." she whispered in my ear "I just... I really like you and this is something that... I just hope you understand about me when you see it."

I took a step back and her emerald-colored eyes were staring back at me. I could see the worry wash over her eyes, as her wall of vulnerability begins to fall.

"Look I told you at dinner... fuck it... you promised not to hold back your love then neither will I." she hugged me as the words left my lips something told me she never wants to let me go.

"Ok, Ok..." I comfort her as I look up at the fogged lights and damped warehouse buildings "... so apparently this part of LA means a lot to you, so go ahead, show me why! Remember I'm up for anything as long as I'm able to smoke a bit more when I'm in there."

She laughs and kept pulling me to follow her down the alley till we reached this rusted sliding door on the side of an abandoned building. She turned to me and gave me one last kiss on my cheek before turning back around and inserting this key into a hole in the wall.

Just as I hear the lock turn my heart skips a beat with it. I took another hit just before walking across the rail, and she slid the door closed right behind me. I took a deep breath as the darkness surrounded me, and just like that, as soon as I exhaled this glowing black light appeared above a white door. She began to walk quickly with excitement, she was overjoyed. I just couldn't understand what it all was exactly, but I was drawn with fear… and lust. Yet, I undoubtedly trusted her. I took another hit, and she laughed, "You'll be fine I promise!" she said happily as she squeezed my arm tighter.

The door was like an entrance to another world. It led down this hallway with multiple doors on both sides, lights wrapped around each of the frames, each one with a different color. The most beautiful rainbow anyone has been able to capture below the clouds, trapped down in a hallway in some warehouse somewhere in shit filled LA.

She began to spin and twirl her way down the hall. Her fingertips gliding across each door. She stops and looks at me.

"I figured since you told me about yourself over dinner and were open about a lot, that you might enjoy this." My heart began to skip a beat with every step I took. My hands shook as I reached down my pocket to find my pen to calm my nerves. She was standing in front of a pink door. "Close your eyes." she told me, but I was frozen and couldn't move.

"Close them." She whispered to me, and like a stage curtain they fell. I felt her hands on my shoulders and she began to move me in front of the door. I felt her lips against mine one last time and heard the door open.

Even with my eyes closed, I felt her hands wrap around to cover them. She was behind me pushing me forward. All I could hear was the background noise, some sort of low beats mixed with people's whispers. My hands were shaking, sweating, and she kept pushing me forward, each step becoming shorter than the last. Then she turned me around with my eyes still closed.

"Don't worry you can open them. You're only going to see me." She whispered as I felt the warmness of her touch leave my face. My eyelids felt like a ton each, slowly, one after the other, they opened, and she was standing right in front of me. The wall behind her lit up with the same pink lights as the door frame outside.

"Just trust me." She told me as she began turning me around. Instantly the pen falls out of my hand. There were a few groups of people sitting, just hanging around having a few drinks, some on their phones talking about their day at work. Almost purposefully ignoring what I was seeing.

"This is what I wanted to show you." she said as she wrapped her arms around my body. Her hands felt the heart attack beating inside my chest.

In the middle of the room was this brunette. She was suspended in the air. Hands tied behind her back, and her legs wrapped in beautiful white scarfs keeping her thighs open. Another scarf hiding the rest of her beauty below her eyes. Some artistic form of Shibari.

She was staring at me without making a sound, but I feel her talking to me through her scarf. I looked underneath and couldn't believe what I saw, a "Caution When Wet" sign. My body was frozen. I couldn't register what it was I was seeing, yet I couldn’t look away. I began to feel her arms leave my body as she walked towards the woman floating in the middle of the room.

"I just wanted to show you... I am into things too." And her hands began to move between both their thighs. Her fingers began to move back and forth, and the brunette's eyes began to close.

Silence started to creep around the crowd. Soon all we could hear was the breathing and moaning coming from the middle of the room where we stood. Both their eyes were focused on me while everyone was looking at them. The scarf around her mouth began to move in and out with every breath. Then with one loud gasp, drops began to flow down the brunette’s thighs, dripping on the floor, next to the sign.

Just like that she started walking back towards me, licking her fingers. "Come!" she waves at me, and again she is pulling my arm to follow her back out the room. The people in the back murmuring with approval as they were lowering their decoration suspended in the room. She laid on the ground curled, legs shaking.

I opened the door and again it was like stepping into another world. She started walking down the hall to a different shade of color. I already knew to follow her.

As we walk down the hall, she opened another door. Red

"This is my favorite color." She says to me as she walks inside the room.

I walk in after her and close the door. It was just the two of us. We walk into the middle, and she starts taking off her clothes.

"This is what I like, and I thought… I could show you." she said as she began unbuttoning her jeans. They hit the floor, and the door opens behind me. It was the brunette from the pink room. She walked towards me and laid me down on the floor, wrapping her scarf over my face. She got on top of me holding my arms together above my head, tying them together so I wouldn’t fight back. Another female walked through the door, this one I had no idea who she was. She was wearing a white masquerade mask, and her silk robe matched.

The brunette slowly turns my head back towards her till I’m staring in her eyes again. Her hips began to move faster, back and forth as she leaned in close to me, biting my lips. The woman in the mask slowly stepping closer behind my Deity who brought me into her reality, her world.

I watched as my savior got on her knees, one hand between her thighs. Again, the brunette turns my head towards her, and leans in once more,

"See me." She whispered as she moves her hips quicker.

Then a loud gasp comes from the side, but the scarf held my gaze,

"Look at me." She says again as her hips move faster.

Another loud gasp, and the brunette reaches down and puts her hands around my neck.

Another, but I can't stop staring at the angel in front of me.

Then she turns my head towards the middle of the room.

The woman in the mask standing with blood on her hands.

My goddess, naked, licking the blood from her lips as she forces one hand deeper between her thighs, moaning with each punch she is given. The girl in the mask kicks her back against the ground, watching me as she moaned. Suspended no more, the brunette squeezes her thighs tighter.

Her hands never letting go from my throat.