song i wrote

a thousand different sad songs

all of which are true

but you don't know what sadness is

until you've got something to lose

and the only thing thats left is this

hopelessness and you

so you start to look for answers

from this thing inside your chest

but you realize with all your motivation

that she up and left

so your stuck

just you and an empty room

so, you pray and you pray

and you search for an answers

then you wait and you wait

and then you start to pander

would it be a mistake

to just leave it all behind

cuz ive been having this dream

where i jump off of a bridge

see the clear, blue water

but then wake before i feel it

does anyone else feel the way i feel

like it would be better if i just disapeared

if i wasn't around there'd be no more tears

like God would love me better

if i wasn't stuck down here

i'm too proud to admit

im scared