like a book

crying in the shower

eyes bloodshot red

i wish it was from weed

but alas, too many tears were shed

i'll leave it alone

and suffer in silence

all the emotions in my head

seem to come out violent

emotions in my hand

like the knife of a killer

the real me it seems

someone has killed her

so take me as a friend

and nothing more im sure

the last 3 months

have been nothing but a blur

i wont tell you ever

lets keep this in between

cuz your the only one on this earth

i just cant seem to read