A Drip of Psychosis in My Morning Coffee

It’s all so surreal today –

it just makes me want to scream!

Lost in a limbo between your reality

and wherever the hell I am in my mind.

These are the moments,

these paralyzing panic attacks ooze their poisons –

like little parasites

with their thousands of little parasite feet,

invading every pore of my flesh.

I cannot move

though I tremble.

I can squint my eyes

but I am still blinded by this daze.

I am confused, stranger.

Will this be the day?

Will this awareness of a pure insanity

be the final curtain to my existence?

Dawn has arrived now,

and I have barely finished my first cup of coffee yet.

Sigh.