Chameleon on a Leash

I'm too fucking nice

I'll let you screw me over twice

I'll give my ex the link to my inner mind

I'll smile at vice

I'm too fucking nice

Can I just be

Anyone but me

Please

Look at me

Asking for permission

Before I make a decision

Too fucking nice

I can be a bitch

But the pain that has to remake me

Is intense

He says he wants me

Just the way I am

But I'm always smiling

Even though on the inside

I'm growling

And intense

If I could only free

That inner bitch

Turn down that smile

Pump me full of sorrow

Take me out tomorrow

Before I die hollow

Show you my darkness

That I swallow...

Don't know why you got me when you want a bitch

Maybe it's that optimist

In your closet.