The lost lamb.…

”The shepherd leaves the 99 others and searches high and low for the lost sheep”

Feeling like the lost lamb. The black sheep. The a strayed human left behind, or more like ran away…

Painted a picture to be alone

Misunderstood

Forgotten

A piece of myself lost

How easy it would be to not be that burden

It left me high and dry

stubborn and hardheaded

closed off

unable to be loved without being open to love and help

Bad habits and unhealthy ways to cope

How hard it is to believe that you are worthy of that of love… and how embarrassing it is to feel so low.. to have ran so far off in your own way of dealing… the version of your own rock bottom

But… God believed the lost lamb was worthy... the one who ran away from His love. The one who has sinned. The one who has forgotten about His love and only in the hard times realizes I am lost without it. How beautiful and overwhelming can that be. That the one lost lamb was found and not forgotten…