Psychotic Depression.

Fucked up doesn't even begin to explain how I feel.

It's as if the universe is crashing and I just gotta deal.

I gotta put up with the madness, the overwhelming bad.

I've got to look past how all the evil is making me sad.

I feel myself dying,

collapsing, like a building that's been hit by a plane.

I am slowly getting used to feeling insane.

My mind has trapped me in a loop of absolute crazy.

All of my sense are fading and my vision is hazy.

My mother used to say it was demons messing with my mind.

But no demon, Satan, or hell has ever been this unkind.

This is more than torture, it's past the point of pain.

It's the most evil curse living inside of my brain