Shame, Orphan, & Status Quo

I keep forgetting: why can't I remember who I am? Is it because I have no idea who I want to be? Its an indulgence in my own self-pity. I can sometimes remember having a identity at one time but it was false; a mask I wore in a place I existed to belong where I didn't; amongst people whom only wanted nothing but my everything. The everything that I refused to give to myself because I could never identify who the real me was. Now I have come to a realization. I have three personifications that have developed because of the people in my life I forget who I am and then I remember but I keep forgetting to remember who I was before I forgot who I am. The persona that seems to cause us to hold back in life; keeping us from letting go and moving forward is simply called  "Shame". Shame's memory is horrible; Shame often forgets the pain others cause us, friends, family, or emeny Shame can't tell the difference. Shame can be a bleeding heart and Shame's bark is worst then Shame's bite. "Shame" will never intentionally harm someone that's not Shame's way. Shame feels inferior and lonely all the time so Shame clings to others so Shame can forget the loneliness. No matter how hard Shame tries: the things Shame wants to forget Shame always remembers and what Shame what's to remember Shame always forgets. "Shame" wakes up everyday wondering what will Shame have to give up now . Shame truly just wants to be normal. Shame wants to forget how to draw, write, sing, dance, create. Just so Shame can remember how to be happy, average, accepted, and not alone. You see "Shame" does not talk to the other two personas because "Shame" does not like what they do, Shame believes they are the reason why; Shame can't be happy, average, accepted, and not alone. The next Pesrsona Ophan refuses to cooperate with them so our progress moves at a slow pace. Orphan is a child and has short term memory and his feelings are hurt by the simplest of actions, factions, and reactions of others. How quickly Orphan forgets until it happens again and it's like a open wound begrudged by salt; stirred in the unlikely hood of Orphan's childish day dreaming. Orphan forgets because foolishly Orphan hopes it would never happen again. Refusing to GROW UP Orphan never learns. The next persona is (Status Quo) his memory is selective which in my opinion is more flawed than Shame & Orphan. Status Quo only recalls what Status Quo wants when Status Quo wants to recall it, but there are instants where Status Quo does forget critical moments in Status Quo's life. There are times when what Status Quo selected to remember; was not what was needed to be remembered. Status Quo spends Status Quo whole life remembering everyone else's details but forgets Status Que own. Probably because Status Quo never selected remember. Status Quo has secrets that Status Quo can't remember other wise Status will forget them and select the wrong person to tell. If your not wondering you should be, but if you are wondering who is writing this. "It's not me "Shame" that's writing this! I can't hurt someone anyone how they would hurt me." Well it's definitely not me "Orphan" I would kill myself if someone said this about me." "Status Quo here my guess is this is a prank but l do know there is only three of us??? None us would reveal this much about the other or ourselves so who are you?? I AM BLAME.