Control

All those words running through my mind,

All the pain seeping through the welts in my skin;

Control? Something taken away long ago.

Me, just a numb body.

But I feel,

I feel when the blade touches my skin

Oh, that beautiful adrenalin.

A slash,

I can control scars.

And another,

Cause i deserve every bit of hurt

Just one more

For I can't stop now

Maybe another will end this all.