I'll be here

Or will I?

I want to be so badly

But the more I wait,

The more I hurt

And know that you don't love me

While I'm clinging desperately

To what I long to happen

You're still swaying back and forth

To something I can't fathom

Just tell me what it is

The lying isn't working

And all it does is tell me

That the waiting isn't worth it