Alone at nights and yet cohabiting with my fears and demons.

Alone in the paths I am willing to take.

I've chosen them because I don't want to be like you.

Lonely in my sleep, I don't feel anything by my side, just the freezing air in my soul.

All this "forevers" I've promised have been long gone.

How do you walk hand in hand with your biggest nemesis?

I don't want to see this anymore.

Dead visits me in my thoughts every single night.

I fear her, very much.

Why spend the rest of my timeless time in a dark pond with no water in it?

Why fool everyone into thinking and buying all this bullshit we've built?

All is based in big fat lies.

I lie to your eyes every day.

I say everything is ok.

It's not.

I dream of better places,

People

I dream of a better me... I dream when I'm awake.

I can't dream about those things when I'm asleep.

Fear visits me in my sleep,

Every single night.

He talks to me about his lover death

He pushes me into dreaming about her taking everything I love away.

No one by my side.

Just two lovers who decided to torture me at night in my own bed.

Fuck them.

Fuck you.