Lost at Sea
I still cant think of anyone but you I wonder has it been to long for that to be true I wonder how often you think of me If I stay here I will only sink Know this my love I only wish you well Saying good-bye is hard as hell And it's lonely out at sea A new day's sun to wake my mind A new hope for what I may find For I have my friend with me Even if were both lost at sea Know my love I wish you well Good-bye was hard as hell I hold to think you're not out here like me I would hate to know you're lost at sea
Shadow Child
I see you've been broken You're eyes always drift away You're pain is a token To remind you who you are It's easy when you're absent of feeling It's easy when you're high It's slow when you're healing It's slow without a sky There's shadows on you're ceiling There's shadows on you're wall Shadows on you're contentment Shadows where you fall
Trying to Catch a Falling Star
Did you get the best of you're suicide Was the night ever so dark as when you closed you're eyes Did a glimpse of the sun have you hypnotized I only hope you found you're peace Bought and buried six feet deep They say you often spoke of leaving Beckoned by a lust for freedom Did you ever get enough to savor a high Was you're rocket soaring through black'end skies Did you ever really try Every answer only opens new questions One of life's most painful lessons Now you've signed you're pact of treason Swallowed by you're lust for freedom Everything that goes up/ comes crashing down Even the rising sun/ like a falling star shot down with a gun
Bells of Freedom
Across the ocean In another world/ A third world at best there is a man/ he dreams to kill me though he knows not who I am Across the ocean In another world/ an absurd world God bless There is a man/ he died for me Though he knows not who I am Gather around all you people There is time to make our stand Decisions must be swift For lives are swiftly seeping through our hands On the wind a whisper of our kingdom With all promises set on condition Toll our bells of freedom To the battlefield and greet them With tales of the harvest season Toll our bells of freedom
Throwing Stones
Come on in our house Don't let our skeletons out Pretty pictures on the wall Cloak the chipped paint beneath Mothers buried under her sheets It's all my disease I feel so confused lies lies Down right abused please please Fasten the shades down tight Can't bare to see them fight Won't let it make me cry I've grown apt for this life Chocking on my poison rain rain I forgot to enjoy them time time Now I'm all out of reason You say my absence is treason Somebodies throwing stones Shattered the window to my soul Love left all alone He's out of reach on his throne Fucking bitch and groan With a mouth full of stones
A Touch of Gold
Where did you leave our forgotten child Perhaps he failed to make you smile Perhaps he failed to make himself worth while Did you send him out to sea Did you send him away empty Do you see we share this sin Upon you're soul festering my skin Have you a care for our forgotten child Left out there with a withering smile Much to young for our denial Was he easy to forget Was he not you'res to lament Sharing of blood Life and limb For this child we are condemned
Stinch
Please now won't you stay Everyone's been leaving Won't you please stay This room now feels so empty Say darling wont you stay For me there's no escape These voices lose their face/I'm running short on patience/The thing's these voices say/ I feel a disturbance/The games these voices play/Under the blade of a nervous surgeon Misery is a familiar hand Never abandons me Misery is a treacherous land With many sun's and moon's Misery has open arm's And we are always lonely Drowning here in time Think I've been misplaced Tripping on the lines A fixture in a haze I've felt the serpents bite Fear I've gone astray Crying on his grave Lord let him be saved Flowers on his grave Dispersing their remains Stones on his grave Hold him in place Rain falls upon his grave Washes away mothers stain Misery is a harsh hand/ Buried memories Misery is a witching spell A cloud on my brain Misery is a long death It's hard to smell Who could you tell
Wasteland
Who the fuck are you gonna be Who the fuck are you now Did you ever really care Or was you just thinking out loud Teenage wasteland with a gun in his pants spreading his void The only one's safe here are the ants Crawling up his leg with a list of demands Sleeping on the sidewalk Slipped in some glue The peek has past My how time flew You're day of recovery Is long overdue Junkie wasteland broken into You can put yourself back together But you will never shine new
Purgatory
If we cherish every moment Or pass it in a daze We can't hold every memory Some are born to fade Locked away in purgatory Lost with all the waste Now I'm always empty Now I'm only one Now I'm always waiting for you Close you're eyes Sleep softly Listen to the winds lull-a-bye I promise not to lose you amidst the passing faces I promise to search for you when I arrive Now I'm always slipping Now I'm only flesh Now I'm always searching for you I would give my everything To know that you're okay To my everything I have become a slave Till my everything rest beside you in you're grave
Atrophy
Locked inside my wound Playing with the rhyme This suicide is just a means To melt the frozen time Been locked inside my wound Won't you let me crawl up inside of you I'm sure I could find a smile Please don't pull me out to soon I would crumble beneath such denial Been locked inside my wound So I'll never know the consequences of what I left behind All the possibilities are casting shadows on my shine