Beautiful Disaster
What do I need? I need to be noticed. Wiped out of the fog. Cleared out of the haze. Standing in the middle of the room covered in colors, but filled with shadows. Dancing to a song that makes you laugh and that makes you cry. A solo dancer, a spotlight shining on herself, telling a story though the movements. Alone on a stage. Moving through what needs to be expressed. For everyone to turn, to look, to notice. You see the plastered face, but that is covering what is underneath. The abstract, dazed, dark and light mixutre of mud and bubbles, fizzing down the long, peeling neck filled with lipstick stains and infected cuts. The body with frail fingers, a strong core, but green phlem seeping from it’s stomach. A heart green with envy and red with affection. Yellow with content, but black with complication. Pink with care, but purple with obsession. The figure dancing, perfectly complicated but far from complete. An utter mess, and a perfect composition mushed together, abstractly organized. A beautiful disaster.
Fallen
His eyes gleamed into Hers
The moment was passing
Falling
Falling
Fallen.
Time slipped from their gaze as one went to sleep
The other was forced too
She didn't know why she needed him
Whether it was his ego or his looks
Or both
Not needed
But wanted with utter desire
From both
Proven by both
But both knew one day when he woke up
She woke up
They woke up
From the heavy sleep from not be able to see the rose on his cheeks
Her cheeks
Everything was lost
In the abyss of his eyes
Her eyes
Their eyes
And they broke he and she down faster than a bullet to human flesh
He was looked down upon
She was invisible
And they brought he and she to shame
Dirt
Fuzz
Dust lifted by a finger and flicked into the air
Dissolved into the dark of the night
Forgetting
Forgetting
Forgotten.