My pretty,
He told me I was pretty. Then he hugged me too close. In the light he was nice to me. The sunshine was his cloak.
He told me I was pretty, so I guess that made it okay. But when he snuck into my bed. I tried to push him away.
He told me I was pretty, but I knew it was a lie. I wanted someone to save me, but I guess they couldn’t hear my cries.
He told me I was pretty, but what did that mean. He said I should’ve felt wanted, that’s what they’ll all believe.
That I thought I was pretty, so I laid in his bed. They’d think I was a liar, and I might as well have been dead.
So as he told me I was pretty, I accepted my fate. I only had three things left: him, a razor and my untimely self-hate.
See my story didn’t end well, but yours always could. Remember you are beautiful, and if you don’t love yourself you should.
Ignore all his pretties and tell someone now. Accept you what makes you strong, this won’t be your only rain cloud.
My Fucking Wife
Working everyday—
Earning money for my wife
Coming home exhausted,
So no time for love at night
But the longing is okay
She says its alright—
that I’m coming home tired,
to give her a worthy life.
But my money has been leaving.
I’m just starting to notice
Maybe she’s been shopping,
but theres no new clothes to show this.
But its just money, right?
Maybe she just wants to blow it.
Its still kind of sketchy,
She should've let me know this.
Lately she’s been talking low
Whispering to her phone
Leaving bed late at night
in the no-go time zone
So I’m getting off early
Calling her on my way home
Its going straight to voicemail
Maybe she not alone.
I pull into the driveway
Another car is here
Its a beamer and its trash
Falling off in the rear
I’m getting a little anxious
more as I get nearer.
Its pulling me to the door
Something like a siren’s leer.
I go into the house
and hear another mans voice.
I seen him in my bed,
and instantly regret my choice.
They run of the house
and I realized she chose another course.
I guess I wasn’t enough,
now I’m desperate, missing her voice.
The next day I’m driving
Heading to the bank.
Memorizing last night
The day my heart sank.
I try to smile anyway,
realizing my high rank.
Until I ask about my accounts,
and they tell me they’re all blank.
She’s stolen all my money,
and ripped away my pride.
Left me with zero dollars,
and took my best ride.
Its sad I still miss her,
Forgiveness running through my mind.
As she misused my love,
with another man on the side.
The Ride Down Under
tears in my eyes
pain in my heart
i wanted to let you in
but didn't know where to start.
uncertainty where you lie
energy running low
life passing me by
but my soul won't let you go
trying to run away
but my minds telling me no
like a shooting star
without the promising glow
you left me with a hurt heart
and some broken skin
always turnin your back
never letting me in
stealing my soul from the angels within
riding your wave
to your city of sin.