It's pointed straight at me

I'm afraid that you'll pull the trigger

End my life right there

Because of what I'd done

To you

I should've known it was a trap

For it was too easy an opportunity

All I'd wanted was to learn more

About you

Because I was intrigued

Now I face you with my hands up

I notice that your eyes reflect

The same way I feel

And look

Fear

I never meant to scare you

Ever

Just wanted to watch

Until I got the courage

To approach

And now the long-awaited

confrontation

Is finally here

But not like I had planned

Not how I had wanted it to end

Now there is no turning back

So I resign myself

To the fact that I've been caught

And captured

However I just want to say now, that

I'm sorry,

For my unwanted obsession

there is only so many words

that i can say

there is only so many positions

that the human body can lay

there is only so many heartbreaks

that i can delay

there is only so many hours

until you walk away