an unlit star
there's an unlit star
on the end of my fingertips
.
does it flicker?
the wolves are out again,
hunting with noses in the air
.
the shadows lurch toward me
with vine twisting fingernails
wrapping around my wrist
too tight to
did you hear that?
i lost it again
.
there are no stars here,
no earth at all.
just a warped and glimmering ocean,
pulsating and gathering dust
.
the air is sickly sweet, tainted
with rose colored eyelashes,
blinking softly
.
uncurling my fingers,
i see inside
i lost it again
.
.
.
*TRIGGER WARNING*
"I'm here for you."
"You're not alone."
"You can always talk to me."
Lies.
When it's 2:30a.m.
And self- loathing claws its way
up my throat,
I am at my weakest.
Sadness rips its way out my mouth.
In the form of silent tears.
I am alone.
When the blade cuts my skin
And the cuts get deeper
I'm silently begging for help.
But no one is there to save me.
I am alone.
My resentment only multiplies
I grow to hate myself.
My last hope slowly
inches away.
I am alone.
The only real thing is
my tears, and the blood
trickling down my arms.
You say you are there for me,
but you're not.
I am alone.
The end.
Death of the Earth from the drying soil
The old Gods will be strewn upon the rocks and picked apart by crows
Cities caught in the flame become ash and coat the new world in dust
Earths empty veins collapse as a new God suckles her breast from which we too drew the milk of life
The new God arisen and hungry
Ready to devour that which we haven’t picked clean
Pain Inside Me
I keep so much pain
inside myself.
I grasp my anger
and loneliness
and hold it
in my chest.
It has changed me
into something
I never meant to be
It has transformed me
into something
I never meant to be.
It has transformed me
into a person
I do not recgonise.
But I don't know how
to let it go.
They say pain ends
but for me, it just numbs.
Only to come back
With a stronger force.
I don't know how much
more I can take.
Suffering, but pretending
that everything's okay.
I have so much to say,
yet I don't know
how to open up
to you
In a way that
doesn't make our
relationship awkward.
Will you accept me
when I reveal myself?
Or will you leave me
just like everyone else?
...Are you the true friend that I have been looking for?
Title.
Write.
WRITE WHAT!????
This blank page haunts me!!!
I have nothing-
What am I going to do?
Another skit???
Another joke?
Short story?
POEM????
What?
Why stare at me?
I am at loss of words.
I’ve stared at this paper for too long,
Letting my pen go dry.
Oooo that was good!
That was actually really good-
Oh well...
I’ll think of something.