I try to write. I know I'm capable of it. I've written some decent things in the past. I've even written some things I'm proud of. But every time I sit down to write something I get distracted. I'm too hyped up to concentrate. Certain thoughts enter my brain and I lose my train of thought. Lately I can't even play chess. I used to play chess to just relax and stimulate my mind but lately it's like I don't even know how to play. It's not like I'm on drugs or anything. I don't know. It's almost like I'm ....

You mentioned in a comment that you are taking an auto repair class and you are the only girl. My first impression is that the guys in the class consider the auto repair class a 'male space' since it's pretty much all guys who take the class.

Girls enter that space at their own risk meaning that they aren't going to change their behavior for a girl. I would imagine that they don't act like that in Math or English.

Having said that, if you were someone that they really liked and wanted to impress, they would change their behavior for you. Since you issued this challenge that appears to not be the case.

So hang in there, the end of the school year will come soon and you wont have to worry about it anymore. Sometimes patience is the best course of action.

I tried to call you

You didn't have to leave me like that

It's 5 in the morning yeah yeah

I had lost all track

Cause I was in heaven, yeah

wrapped around your body so tight

But it was just for one night

I find now that it's not right

Cause you left me crying, crying

Dancing on the edge

cause you take it too far

messing with your head

while you mess with my heart

I wake up in bed

All alone in the dark and I'm breakin

Cause you love before you leave me

love before you leave me

love before you leave me

love before you leave me

I'm not good at knowing

when someone's gonna leave me behind

yeah, The sweetness of your voice

gets to me every time

Now my heart is lonely, yeah

instead of lying there by your side

Now my body is shaking

cause it's my heart that is breaking

You're too gone to be staying, staying

Dancing on the edge

cause you take it too far

messing with your head

while you mess with my heart

I wake up in bed

All alone in the dark and I'm breakin

Cause you love before you leave me

love before you leave me

love before you leave me

love before you leave me

Parody of New Kids on the Block

First time it was magic

Second time was a blast

Third time and the forth time

I tried to make it last

Fifth time was a letdown

Sixth time I got bored

Seventh and Eighth time

I put you on ignore

You had the right stuff, baby

But now you just don't turn me on

You had the right stuff, baby

So now you know I must be gone

You don't know why our love must end

But can't you see

You just can't stop the march of time

when it's not meant to be

I don't have an answer

why love doesn't last

But now that's it's over

I put you in the past

There's no use in cryin'

We just can't be friends

There's no use in beggin'

cause this is where this ends

You had the right stuff, baby

But now you just don't turn me on

You had the right stuff, baby

So now I you know I must be gone

You don't know why our love must end

But can't you see

You just can't stop the march of time

when it's not meant to be

The population in the industrialized world is collapsing. The reason is that enough women have other things to do than to pump out babies. The collapse is going to start speeding up as more baby boomers die off. It's going to be spectacular. I'm going to be sipping peach tea on my front porch while society crashes and burns.

(Parody of Pink Floyd "Brick in the wall")

We don't need no propaganda

We don't need no thought control

No social justice in the classroom

Teacher leave those kids alone

Hey teacher, leave those kids alone

All in all your just another prick in the hall

All in all your just another prick in the hall

The rain falls for you

It falls so that you can grow

beautiful flower

I love rainy days

sit watching from my window

Inside warm and dry

When you broke my heart

Had to feel sorry for myself

The rain fell for me

Please stand in the rain

So I can take a picture

Your pathetic face

Sweat covers your body

Your heart beats out of time

You look for choosing signals

or this just might be a crime

Creeping in your nightmare

Crawling on your knees

The game you play is lacking

as your eyes beg "Pretty please"

Alone can be unbearable

and everybody knows

the one who cares the least

is the one who says what goes

So you gladly sit inside a cell

a lock without a key

a suffer through the pain

when you could simply walk out free

Ah, look at all the broken people

Ah, look at all the broken people

Benjamin Bixby

Picks up a knife and is ready to slice at his wrists

his nightmare persists

looks at the blood flow

watching it drip as its making its way to the floor

What's it all for?

All the broken people

Where do they all come from?

All the broken people

Where do they all belong?

Elizibeth Kenney

Sewing a dress that she knows that she's not gonna wear

Cause nobody cares

Look at her working

Hoping that someone will notice but nobody's there

She hiding her tears

All the broken people

Where do they all come from?

All the broken people

where do they all belong?

Ah, look at all the broken people

Ah, look at all the broken people

Benjamin Bixby

Died in a room by himself without anyone there

it hardly seems fair

Elizibeth Kenney

Walks down the street while she's hoping that somebody cares

but nobody dares

All the broken people (ah, look at all the broken people)

Where do they all come from?

All the broken people (ah, look at all the broken people)

Where do they all belong?