Body of Nothing

Life is just one big dream

Everything circles and the cycle repeats

Never knew I could be so empty inside

Never knew how bad I wanted to die

A place that was so familiar

Is so foreighn

I get tunnel vision

And my thoughts are frozen

Floating through a time warp

Seconds are lost

Minutes are gone

All I have left is a voice

That taunts the words “move on”

Walk away on glass and strain

Ears ring every time I hear your name

A bloody note labeled “you’re in the wrong space”

It’s a dark place

Everything is laced

Turn around

I can’t face my fate

I can’t face a huge mistake

Life is just one big book that screams collateral damage

Everything spins and I always get hit

Never knew life would go like this

Never knew someone so sad could exist

A place that was so sweet

Is so sour

My heart turns cold

And my brain has expired

Crawling through an apocalypse of lost souls

My mind is lost

Is anybody home?

Can you take twenty years and waste my time

This is not my prime or anything divine

This is what heaven and hell feel like

When their worlds collide

Tears of blood I bled

Get me out of this bed

Get out of my head

These are all the words I should've said

But I let them control me instead