fool
maybe all i needed was something to believe in
and now you're leaving
thought that i was finally winning
but that was just a necessary step
i had to take
to fall harder than ever
and harder than that
it's so quiet in here
but i can hear all the demons screaming my name
you clown!
you fool!
and all i can say is
i know
i knew
cold waters
in your cold waters
i can't sink any deeper
put down the gun
or just pull the trigger
my hair tangled
in waters so gently
you can't see my tears
but there are plenty
mouth turned violet
from waters so violent
you won't hear my screams
they're so silent
light finding its way to the bottom
my toes touching the sand
i know if i ever get out
you'll just drown me again
hide n seek
teach me how
you give yourself
in right amounts
teach me the equation
before i run out
of myself
cause i give all or nothing
my heart till i'm left heartbroken
my soul till it gets tired and falls
but lately i give nothing at all
lately i'm cold and nothing is safe
nothing cause that's all that's left
of me
so i just hide
and hope that no one seeks