New Website!
Hi everyone!
For a long time, I've had my website linked in my profile. But recently, I decided to switch to a different website builder and make a new website.
The link is this: whitewolfe32.wixsite.com/wolfe
A little bit complicated, but the site is miles above my old site.
If you enjoy my work and would like to see more, please check it out!
Thanks,
A.C. Wolfe
Abacus
You gift small pieces of your soul
quite freely ev'ry day,
assuming it creates a hole;
your essence fades away.
An empath's curse is draining, sure,
but magic is at work-
when love's received, and that love's pure,
your heart is fit to burst.
The universe's abacus
will always balance out,
so go ahead- be amorous;
there never was a doubt.
hungry heart
my heart is hungry.
my heart beats,
but no one feeds it.
my heart wants more,
but there is nothing left to give.
my heart is hungry for sparks,
for needles,
for clouds.
my heart wants,
but doesn't know what is wants.
my heart is hungry,
but doesn't know what to get on the menu.
so my heart will stay hungry.
I’m no angel
I never said I was perfect,
I never said I was right,
I never wanted to hurt you,
But I hurt me with all my might.
I try to be the best I am,
But who's to say I follow through?
The best I am is just some sand,
Next to your castle of desert glue.
You want me to be amazing,
You want me to do it all,
But when you've dug me into a hole,
You expect me to do more than crawl.
I never wanted to hurt you,
You know I give damn,
And while I'm not a fucking android,
I'm certainly still a man.
I don't enjoy making mistakes,
I promise you it's true,
But when I do, I own it,
You can barely say the same about you.
So promise me that you'll consider,
This new information you've found,
And try you best not to step
On the eggshells all across the ground.
Recovery
I think my heart is healing. The revelation hit me a few weeks ago that healing is a painful process. When you have surgery, the sickness or damage is removed or repaired. But then you have to recover and its just as much blood, sweat, and tears. I really just want to be pain free but life is pain. Love is pain. Faith is pain. Hope is pain. At first I just wanted to be numb. Now I want to be free. I want to go from present tense to past tense...from healing to made whole.
Blooming
My heart is blooming, but it is getting too big for the rest of my body. My best friend is the most beautiful person in the world. I love her more than I have ever loved anyone else. I think about her constantly, I want to be with her all the time, and I want to tell her I love her. But I'm not in love with her. I want us to stay exactly the way we are. Nothing more and nothing less. That is how my heart is doing. Blooming too big.
Frumping
My heart is hiding and demanding to be seen at the same time
Crying that no one sees it
But eye contact is a two way street
My heart refuses to look at other hearts
My heart fears it won’t see what it wants
My heart trying to run around
Acting fierce and pretty
Frolicking in places that want it
A freedom
For a heart to go fractal
As the only means to really feel into itself
In actuality
The energy really comes
From knowing
Hoping
That at some point in time
The two hearts
Can just be comfortable
Together