Purposeless
She walks with a heavy burden
She walks alone
For a while that burden kept her company
Now there is nothing
She fears she does not know how to do this new life
She searches for something to fill the hole
She fears she is taking too long, she fears she will always be empty
she fears the outside, the people, the ticking hours, the inability to know what she wants
She fears but it is not necessary
She did not know an angel had always been with her whispering
Do not fear, you are not alone, walk with me
Conflict Resolution
Come on, B
you gotta go to sleep
it's so easy, soooo easy
What's the hold up?
Head on pillow, door locked, things to do tomorrow - oh, damn, stop, can't handle tomorrow coming like this. It's too soon.
What am I going to do...
I need to sleep...
Stop thinking! Don't think! Okay, so... So let's play a game! you can do that right? the alphabet game?
Wanna Play?
Yes? Okay? GO
You are ----- amazing, beautiful, crazy, delirious, elegant, fairy, gargantuan, honorable, instant, joking, kinetic, linguistic, manicured, nifty, optimistic, pessimistic, queenly, riotous, significant, tiered, ubiquitous, violent, wily, xylophone, yellow, zealous
K is such a problem, always such a problem and X, and Y, and Z
But, oh what a good laugh
Now let's do it backwards, and stick to the theme! and after that all the words have to start with A but the second letter goes through the alphabet.
Oh you're so smart
Look at you
Well done you
And somewhere in the midst of all these floating words
you will quietly and secretly go to sleep, deal?
Deal.
Again.
Missed Judgement
They judged me before I got there. From the name they couldn't pronounce. It was too late for me to be otherwise than what they thought. What did they think? Not her, No, not her. So I left as soon as I came in.
Hot in the face, flustered from the false promise of employment. Berating my eloquent accent and dark skin.
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