Your gut feeling.
it’s always correct.
whether you want it to be or not.
trust it.
I could watch words fall from your lips for eternity.
But. It must be from a distance.
For when directed at me. They fall on deaf ears.
They look so beautiful. But I need to them to shower someone else.
When you date someone.
but don‘t really date someone
and it ends.
and it stings.
I believe everyone deserves to be happy.
But I also believe not everyone finds the freedom to be.
*TRIGGER WARNING*
And what about the kids who wake up to find their parent, who just wasn’t strong enough to push back the darkness?
I have wasted so much time and effort and tears on people not worthy of being within any type of inner circle. I have trusted people who could have cared less about what I was going through.
I also realize I am that person to others.
That’s sometimes a hard truth to own.
Give me the soft nights of snuggles.
Sometimes being wrapped up with someone will solve all the worlds problems. If only for a moment. That peace. Is irreplaceable.
Today.
I had the giggles.
like a shaken up can of soda pop.
they periodically exploded from me.
problem was.
it was allllll a result of dark humor. And I know I’m going to burn for laughing.
I mean. Be delicate with me.
but also feel free to remind me I’m yours.